Day 1~

Sooo, I'm not sure what exactly I'm doing now, but I guess I'll write down my thoughts over the course of the day.

For now please your sight with this Youmu.

15:smth
Kso, I've played some Osu now, Ima count that as both visual and auditory input.

Yesterday evening I've also played Osu before going to sleep, before that though I've read a lot about the old pokemon gen 1 glitches and done some of them myself via emulator. Some of that stuff pretty fancy.
And afterwards and in between, a couple of things came to my mind. The first thing is, I've got an abnormal fear of viruses. Not the biological ones, not even really the programmed sort, but, what kind then? The childish "monster that lurks in the dark" kind. What? Yea. After seeing weirdly glitched bogus-sprites and hearing messed up crys for an hour, whenever I've left my room to walk into the kitchen through the dark corridor, my mind went bonkers and I've had a pretty direct version of this "dont stop here or your life's over" feeling. Duh.
Consciously I've told myself to stfu, unconsciously I feared about my life, and before I knew it I jumped back into my room right after I got the milk I've wanted. I can watch all kinds of horrorfilms, but glitches or whatever looks like those old glitched data-sets that are displayed in such things wrecks my mind. I've got no possible explanation on hand for that tbh.

Maybe we're living in the matrix and I'm noticing what malicent viruses have been coded in? Totally possible isn't it.

Anyways, when lying in bed afterwards and somewhat forgetting about the fact the room was actually dark, I've thought about how those glitches come to be. It's when the program reads values that aren't normally made for that purpose, as in, reading pokemon data from a slot storing the tiles of the overworld youre walking around in - which then ends in screwed up sprites.

Okay, that's a pretty crazy thought, but I feel like theres a grain of a true concept in it: In certain situations, my mind might act like that, too. For example when learning. I'm trying to concentrate on the sheets and mathematical explanations to get that into my head - instead my mind perfectly memorizes every melody and sound I hear, along with some math here and there, resulting in me thinking about math upon hearing the same melody as well as vice-versa - hearing music in my head when writing the exam.


16:35
Another auditory Input: Aliceffekt, albums "Es Gulfs' Sunflowers", "First Aid&Last Aid", "Genesis III.20 'Ov Idyllic Miners"

Makes me kinda wanna draw something. Well, lets try this.

17:11
What I actually did was weird scribbles I used to do on paper in class; just virtually this time. Meh. What I've drawn on paper looks way better; also had way more, well, variety? It looked better at least. I might scan a few, some time.

 The image-placement in the blogger editor is weird.

Anyways, for now I'll play some League of Legends I guess, depending on if someone else is on.

20:14
Holy hell the LoL-commnúnity. HOLY. FUCKING. HELL. duh >_>

Got myself some pizzas to eat, gonna play mroe osu >_>

20:54
I wanted to actually draw something in SAI, well, nvm. I did bring my tablet from uni, altough.. I didnt bring the pen for it.   (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

21:03
Guess I'll play more LoL. Don't really feel like anything, but certain people spam me to play.

3:50
Somewhen around midnight I switched to playing osu with someone again, about 3AM I've started trying to get a GB/GBC emulator running on my psp, without success. Apparently it worked up until firmware 2.8, sadly mine is 6.3. Oh shoot >_>

I feel like trying to do a genuine glitchrun on Pokemon blue, so VBA here we go i guess.
I'm still pissed about forgetting to bring the tablet pen.

4:33
Okay.
Somehow, TBH, this day was just as useless as all before. Not having the pen pretty much erased what I planned on doing a lot this week; drawing. I'm not even having any other fucking normal pen here I could physically draw with (not that I'd actually want that). Yea. This really disappointed me.

I'll try it with a mouse tomorrow, expect shitty results. Better than nothing I guess.

It's valentines', since 4 and a half hours even... Hmh. explaining the implications probably would be a waste of time since they're obvious, so yea. I feel like dumping a couple pictures, so I'll do that :3

NSFW / gore-ish

 Did I say that the image-placement-thing is awful yet?

 HNNNNG.

 can't wait for the series to finish so I can marathon it.

 saya~ <3

 I'd like her if she wasn't THAT ridiculously exaggerated.

Now I'll watch an episode or two of Nichijou, and go to sleep. I'll make tomorrows post shorter and less diary-ish, since that was pretty fucking useless imo. Well duh. Still pissed about the pen.
Good night.